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Struggling 2 years 1 day ago #31175

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hi, well i feel for you , i take oxycodone for a severely bad back, i usually take oxy for 2weeks, and then kratom for the other 2weeks, i am trying to go fully on kratom, i have no w/d with kratom and it helps my pain some. i have been on one kind of narcotic since i was 10yrs old, a dentist gave me percodan for a tooth ache,,,,i am 62 now.....i also have severe depression the kratom helps with that too......what exactly do you take.....i might be able to help talk you thru some of it, cause i know how it feels, like you are totally alone and no one knows the pain mentally, and physically ......im me anytime dear.....god bless you....catspaw1955
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Struggling 2 years 1 day ago #31172

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Idk who to talk to, so I’m going to put this out there....I’ve relapsed. I’m lost. I’m so depressed which is why I use, then after using I feel worse about myself. I go days without eating. I don’t take care of my health. Hard to get out of bed or shower. Though that’s more due to depression than using. I know many of you struggle with depression and/or addiction. I use cause that’s about only time I feel ‘normal’. I can actually function but of course I know this isn’t the answer! I hate the fact that I am hurting my family. They’re all I have & this forum. I’m not addicted yet. I’m Not using every day, sporadically but intense.

Also ran out of kratom cause I’ve been avoiding everything, which is my coping mechanism....Avoidence. Obviously it’s not working.

So thankful for this forum. I go periods of time without posting.

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